Psychic Medium has a reading

I had a reading, and I was so shocked and full of tears, I had a hard time for some reason.  The reading was a good reading, and he knew that I was a psychic medium, and we were talking about things, and then he said "there is a tall man, big broad shoulders, with deep blue eyes, and darkish hair, says he never ate the right things, says that he loves you so much, that he did not get to say good bye, that he has visited you many times, but you have so many spirits around you, and all the work that you do, that you didn't see him" well when he told me that I started to cry, tears filled my eyes, and I said to my visitor I know, I did see you all those times, and I did feel you were there, but I wasn't ready to face you, and that part of myself, was filled with so much guilt.  I told him and I said it out loud. 

He literally came out of no where, and put his arms around me, and said how much he loved me and supported me, and how there are some things I think I can't do, but I can and that he has seen me do them.  This really had me look at things differently this person, this visitor was my ex husband who had died.  I always felt guilt with him, leaving him, and he was just getting sick, even though we didn't know how sick. 

He gave me a gift, he told me that if I hadn't left him when I did, he would have never changed, that he would have stayed the way he was.  That pain of me leaving, actually propelled him to change.  He thanked me, I was so shocked, and then it all made sense, and I didn't feel that guilt like I did before.  I just felt his love, from so many lifetimes before, and this lifetime.

What a wonderful gift he gave me, the psychic medium, and my ex husband, what a gift.  I felt so blessed, and so loved.  I was at peace with it now.

Love Renee